I Am Enough
Cimorelli
I don’t need you to praise me
I don’t need to prove my worth
The sun goes down and comes back up
I’m still alive
And I am enough
(jump to the bottom if you just want to see the look!)
For anyone that struggles with self esteem these words are always really hard to believe. “I AM ENOUGH” I tell myself this often, anytime I’m struggling, self doubting whatever it may be this has become my simple mantra. Especially lately as I struggle with weight loss. I know that I’m enough but I also know that I want to be healthy so I know I need to lose weight so my enough is.. I love myself enough to do what I need to do.
I think in SL I struggle as well. When I don’t get accepted to blog for someone or an event when I apply, I don’t get all mad at the creators/blog managers or what not.. I just realize I don’t blog enough but I AM enough and if I put my mind to it then maybe I WOULD get accepted to those places.
I don’t need you to love me
I don’t need you to talk me up
My heart still beats when you don’t see
All that I do or all that I want
Cause I’ll never win
I’ll never be the best
There will always be something hanging over my head
But I let it go and my life goes on
I still exist
And I am enough
When it comes to friends and family. I struggle because I’ve been hurt so many times. I want to open myself to more but I tend to hide out on my platform. I have a small group of people I hang with on a regular basis but they don’t really know me except for one of them. She’s become my rock in so many ways. I don’t always open up, but I often wear my heart on my sleeve and that causes me to get hurt. But I KNOW that I AM ENOUGH.. I know that I hold myself back a lot, but I also realize that if people don’t want to get to know me, to knock down my walls.. then they’ll never know me. They’ll never know what they’re missing and I won’t know what I’m missing. But I do struggle. I miss having SL kids, and an SL family and after losing not one but two people in second life recently that meant the world to me, I realize that life is to short.
So always remember.. YOU ARE ENOUGH! Don’t let anyone ever tell you that you’re not., because YOU ARE ENOUGH!
Okay.. I am lame.. I missed my deadline for the skirt Lucy by Beautiful Dirty Rich. This was a previous new release at the Sense Event but is most likely in the store by now. I really have no excuse other than real life has been kicking my ass.
Lets talk about my look! This adorable skirt is a new release by Beautiful Dirty Rich! Changes colors and gives you a very nice view of your bottom. My hair… oh my lawds I really miss blogging for Doe, she’s killed it with this full up and fall down pig tails. I love how it looks like it’s just up on the sides but if you turn it’s falling down your back in pig tails. Lovvvve it!!!! My top is from a new store by Pawsome that I found during 60l Access weekend. Man..she has some sexy sexy clothes. Loving this Lilly tank top. I dug into my archives to showcase some nail polish by Dark Passions
Events
The Dark Side 6
April 10-31
Namrah’s Look
Mesh Body:Maitreya Mesh Body Lara V5.0| Onyx LeShelle
Skin: [Glam Affair] Anika | Aida (aida.ewing)
Head:LeLUTKA.Head.Fleur.2.5 | Jaden Lelutka (jaden.nova)
Eyes: AG. Eternity Eyes – Floral and Seawood | Kenny (kenny.rowley)
Outfit/Jewelry/Footwear:
Beautiful Dirty Rich: Lucy Skirt-| ςąოęгõŋ (cameron.vasiliov)
[Pawesome!] Lilly Tanktop – Maitreya | ℓοℓα ⅾᴜ ℭσᴜϮᴇαᴜ (lolalolette)
Ysoral .: Luxe Wedding Ring Sibylle | YsoraL designer (fenixdragon.rau)
Cae: Babygirl :: Collar | Cae (caelan.hancroft)
[RHUDE] Nose Ring 2 Silver | Jɪᴅᴏʀɪ Aʟɪᴊᴀ Bᴀʀʟᴇᴀᴜx (jiavonna.luv)
Hair/Makeup/Tattoo’s:
Doe: Miria . Candy A | Ghuleh (helyanwe.vindaloo) @ April 2021 Epiphany
VELOUR Seo” HD Lips – Pack 02 [Lelutka Evolution] HUD | Kiria Velour (kiria.travesty)
Eye make-up is part of the LeLutka head hud.
friday – Sammie Platform Socks and Shoes | Darling Monday
DP – Koffin Nails – FatPack – Heavenly Hearts (from Love Bites Hunt 2019) | BCreative Wilde
Pose/Props and Decor/Scene:
**SN~ I AM ENOUGH | ღ AƖƖy Dωyєr AρρƖєωнутє ღ (allysondwyer) @ Dark Side 6
SN: Feel Her Pose 4 Previous release by Ally
